Back home in Brooks and have had so many emotional days already. I blame being super overtired, but really, I think I’m homesick. Who’s idea was it to send me 9-10hrs away from the rest of my family? Oh, right, mine.
Well, at least the laptop showed up yesterday. It’s a beautiful 17” Dell XPS going to be used for piecing this business together. Mom got the twin, and so this will hopefully give us a lot of opportunity to do what we dream of! :)
I have not been online in three or so days. Wow. I think that’s my new record…going that long without the computer is unheard of!
Good news; no more N! Yay! Passed first try and had a wonderful examiner. She hummed the entire way.
This weekend has been busy but good. Went hiking yesterday to Bear Creek Park in beautiful Kelowna, BC, then just hung out for a bit after coming home from my sister’s horse show prep.
Up at 4:30am this morning to be at the Kelowna Riding Club for 6:30am, the actually event of the show my sister was in taking place at 8:30. Got some great pictures of all the girls who competed.
Now just waiting for noon-ish to roll around so that the boys and I can go to the car show in Peachland. Hoping for the sun to come out!
Ahhh I see what you did there Bryke.
CABBAGE MAN!!!! :D
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Going for my ‘N’ removal test tomorrow at 10:15am. Prayers would be AWESOME!
May 16, 2012 - June 15, 2012
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Will be leaving Kelowna, British Columbia on May 21st, 2012 so if you want to get a shoot squeezed in, let me know!
Back in Brooks, Alberta as of May 22nd, 2012.
2012/05/14
Part 2
2012/05/14
Part 1
The Princess Bride Wedding Inspiration
When she’s babbling on about something. When you’re arguing. When you see her. When you’re with her. When you’re with your friends. When she cries. When shes happy. When she does something you love. After you ask her out. After she says she loves you. After you just kissed her. Before you leave. My point is, whenever you get the chance to kiss her, kiss her. It makes her feel loved.
Yup
Maybe I should get on that then.
YES!
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Either I do a computer fast for an unknown amount of time, or I just force myself to stop feeling so down about marriage and stuff.
I want to get married so friggen badly. It’s KILLING me that I’m not even at the engagement stage yet. Of course, the internet is loaded with wedding and marriage stuff - *cough*Pinterest*cough* - and I just can’t help myself but plan and look. Sometimes friends don’t really help either…. And lately, I’ve caught myself dreaming a lot more, especially considering my boyfriend is coming to get me so I can go back to Alberta, at the end of May Long Weekend. I keep picturing him getting here, and either right after we’ve had our mini-reunion as he got to my parents’ house, or after he takes me for a drive, that he tells me he’s decided he can’t live without me, and proposes. That just turns the faucets on and out come the tears cause I feel it’s still a long ways off.
Of course, it doesn’t help either that we had plans to get engaged after six months of dating at the very least, and most recently the plans changed, I think. So that doesn’t help AT ALL. Cause I still have that in my head.
And, I’m always ALWAYS tired lately, and me + over-tiredness = severe emotional breakdowns. If I was at least getting more sleep, I think I’d cope a bit better, but the darn cats - the oldest one, Dexter, more specifically - keeps attempting to jump up into my window at the earliest hours of the morning. For awhile now, he can’t jump very high, so he CLAWS his way up to the window sill.
I just realized I sound increasingly bitter. I’m exhausted, having slept lightly as usually, and been woken up before six this morning. It’s that drunk/drugged feeling I currently am experiencing…the one that makes your head feel like there’s a ton of water inside. And it gets into your sinuses and it’s not all that fun.
But anyway. I’ve been trying very hard to get over this little ‘obsession’ (I don’t like calling it that because I don’t want to believe it, but I think I actually am obsessed) with marriage. Just because I’ve wanted to find my Intended, get married, and start my life with him since I was seventeen, doesn’t mean I need to go freaking mad, right? Oh dear floor. What is wrong with me?!
